I guess I should have stated that the
yods in my Natal Chart provoke many ideas. So here's one that came
to the fore last night while talking with a friend. She brought up
her fear over Russia and global war.
I told her that the older I get, I
begin to see things clearer. After grasping the Official Lies of my
Government that occurred in my lifetime... JFK to the Bombing of the
World Trade Center, etc., I began to take stock of everything that
has transpired weighing it against my own experience. Here is one
such incident, a personal one, and one that I will never forget. It
gave me the idea for a fair and just humanity, because the world
governments are corrupt.
I am remembering an old boyfriend from
a long time ago. He served in Vietnam and was severely emotionally
damaged by it. He was hyper defensive kind of guy...he could not sit
with his back to anyone when we went out to dinner. He was an Alpha
Male, worked construction, loved his Mother and little Sister. He
was very protective of them and myself. He confided in me a trauma
that occurred in Vietnam and he felt tremendously guilty and ashamed
regarding what he had done. He said he had to kill a “gook”. And
“to the victors; the spoils”...so he took the man's helmet for a
souvenir. My own father had souvenirs from WW2, I recalled. When he
examined it later, he discovered a picture of the man's wife and
daughter tucked in a band inside the helmet. The discovery shook him
to his soul. He said that he killed this woman's husband and this
little girl's father. For what?, he asked himself. .....saying, I'm
here in this god-forsaken country killing people who, like me, want
nothing more than to be home with their family. The gook didn't want
to fight anymore than I did, yet I killed him. For What??? My friend
became a heroin addict. I think to numb the pain of what he could
not forgive himself for: a Crime against Humanity.
I think the call of the Age of Aquarius
is that each of us must realize that collectively, we are humanity.
What we do to another human being, we do to ourselves and to our
posterity. It doesn't matter what nation, state, county, city, farm,
or house or gutter in which we live...what we do has an affect and
effect on every single thing on this planet. Our governments no
longer, if they ever did, serve humanity. Rather, they serve an
elite group of power mongers, wealth grabbers, en-slavers, sex
obsessed, demons who have no conscience. I repeat, they do not have a
conscience. And that statement makes me wonder if they are even
human! They would like nothing more than to deceive us, drug us,
confuse us, shower us with propaganda, etc., then kill us or have us
kill each other, when we no longer serve their sick needs. The time
to make an evolutionary leap is now.
...and to my old boyfriend, who is most
likely deceased since its been 40 years....Thank you for sharing your
life and your pain with me. Your illumination is not forgotten. I
remember a saying ...also from the 60's...What if they staged a war
and nobody showed up?
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